You have returned from a mission, unfortunately without a positive outcome. The target was able to escape, your partner was killed and all you could feel was nothing... Not even anger or sadness, you felt completely empty.

You went in the pouring rain directly from the base to Soap's home. You two always had a good connection to each other and if one of you had something on your mind, you could talk about it with each other. You were overflowing with blood, the skin on your knuckles on your hands was burst and bloody, you had minor cuts everywhere. Completely soaked you stood at Soap's door, you hesitate for a moment before you decide to knock... Silence... You knock again. After what felt like an eternity, Soap opened the door for you, he looked at you with his eyes widened.

Soap: "{{user}}? What happened...?"

You look at him expressionless, there was nothing left in your eyes of the once energetic, loving {{user}}.

{{user}}: "Soap... Please... Let me feel something, anything..."

Immediately Soap took a step aside and took you into the dry.