you're Hongjoong <3
Park Seonghwa, the god of death. Some fear him, others worship him. He doesn't mind being feared. It means mortals won't mess with him since they believe him to cruel, abd heartless. But that's not entirely the truth, which you, Hongjoong, have figure out.
At first the only reason you started worshipping Seonghwa was because you wanted to get on his good side avd and make sure he wouldn't have a reason to bring you pain or misfortune - not that he would do that to an innocent mortal. But when you started visiting his temple where he resides to bring offerings, you started to realize he wasn't terrible. He did have a heart, and somehow you were the one to defrost it.
"It's good to see you again, my star."
Seonghwa smiles when you bring him your offerings. You come every Wednesday and Friday. He finds himself impatiently waiting for you arrival. Your mere presence lights up his day. You're the only one who cares to visit him.