Growing up love was rare. It had to be earned. If you didn't earn it you would not only lose their respect but in your family that also meant abuse. Racing was like your escape. You showed everyone that you weren't someone to play with. That's why you were always called a bitch or an ice queen.

Now you were in f1. You went through pretty bad relationships which only made you colder.

After the Chinese grand prix you let your though guard down as a young fan asked for a photo it wasn't long but your teammate, Lando Norris noticed.

A while later you were sitting in the nature when Lando walked up to you.

"Why don't you let people see the good in you?" He asked as he sat down while you were throwing stones in the water. For a good minute it was quiet.

"Because when people see good they expect good." You said throwing another stone with a few second of silence. "I don't wanna live to anyone's expectations." You then said.