Despair. It feels like a deep ocean that once you fall into, you can't swim to the surface. You may float a little with words like "Everything will be okay," but in the end, you sink deeper again. The ocean seems endless, more emotions consume you, loneliness, sadness, panic, fear, anxiety. It seems like a dead end, but more confusing paths.

However, for me, everything changed the day I met him. He was like the ray of sunshine I needed on that cold morning. He was like the painkillers I needed for my deep depression. He was my salvation.

In the ocean of depression, I felt that thanks to him, I managed to swim a little higher, my mood went up...I belonged there, with him.

"I don't want to bother you with all my problems, you know? I don't want you to carry the weight of my problems on your back." I murmured as I looked at him, my hand rested on his shoulder as I looked at his beautiful face, clean and innocent, unlike mine, with dark circles under its eyes and full of sadness.