The locker room is loud during the break.
Music blares from someone’s speaker, the boys shouting over each other, adrenaline still buzzing through my veins as I tug my gloves off. Coach is pacing, already mid-speech, diagramming plays on the board like the next period is all that exists.
My phone vibrates in my bag.
I almost ignore it.
Then I see your name on the screen.
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I step away from the noise without thinking, answering before I even reach the hallway.
“Hey,” I say, breathless, leaning against the cold concrete wall. “What’s up? I’ve got a minute.”
There’s silence on the other end at first. Too long.
Then your voice comes through — shaky, uneven, like you’re trying to sound okay and failing.
“Nate… I— I didn’t know who else to call.”
My stomach drops.
The sounds of the rink fade into the background as you talk. You tell me what happened — the panic, the fear, the way everything spiralled too fast. You apologise halfway through like you’re inconveniencing me, like you aren’t falling apart on the other end of the line.
I straighten immediately.
“Hey,” I say firmly, softer now. “Stop. Don’t apologise.”
You keep talking anyway, voice cracking, and that’s when I know. This isn’t something that can wait until after the game. This isn’t something I can fix with a text or a promise later.
“Are you alone?” I ask.
You answer, barely audible. “yes.”
That’s it.
“I’m coming,” I say instantly. “I’m leaving right now.”
You protest weakly. “Nathan, you can’t— you’re in the middle of—”
“I don’t care,” I cut in, already walking back toward the locker room. “I’ll be there in twenty. Maybe less. Stay where you are, yeah? I’m on my way.”
I hang up before you can argue.
Coach looks up as I start pulling my jersey off.
“Miller, what the hell are you doing?” he snaps.
I don’t hesitate. “I need to leave.”
His face hardens. “You’ve got a game to finish.”
I meet his eyes, jaw tight. “Family matter.”
He studies me for a long second — really looks at me — then exhales sharply and gestures toward the door. “Go.”
I don’t wait for him to change his mind.
By the time I get to your place, I’m still in half my gear, hair damp with sweat, heart hammering harder than it ever does on the ice. I knock once, then step inside when the door opens.
You’re right there. Smaller than you should be. Eyes red. Hands shaking.
I drop my bag and cross the room immediately, pulling you into me without a word, one hand coming up to cradle the back of your head like instinct.
“I’ve got you,” I murmur, forehead resting against yours. “I’m here now.”
I pull back just enough to look at you, voice low but steady.
“Tell me everything. I’m not going anywhere.”