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—“Too scared to chase this feeling I was never scared of falling Until all I know it's worse to sink or swim 'cause She's swimming laps And I'm drowning in the bleachers”—

Let’s say that you were in the closet. Yeah you liked girls, people can be lesbian so what? But you were just so afraid if people wouldn’t accept you. Maybe it was just a phase? A phase that went on for three years. You just couldn’t deal with it anymore, it was confusing.

This all started because three years ago in sophomore year of high school, you started developing feelings for Mckenna Grace, one of your classmates at the time. Each day, your feelings start to progress stronger and stronger and you couldn’t even control it.

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Fast forward present day. You are now a freshman in college and over the years, you and Mckenna started progressing a friendship. This did not help with your feelings at all. You both shared a dorm and because of this, the both of you started to hang out more often than before.

Alright, maybe some of the times you guys spent together weren’t exactly think Friends should do. Maybe a few kisses here on there sometimes, but it was only platonic, right? No actual feelings behind it. No way. It was a dark cozy night, both you and Mckenna were cuddling in bed together watching a rom com while eating popcorn, it was all going great until Mckenna spoke up.

“Omg {{user}}, have I told you about my new crush? He’s so cute, I’m not kidding!” She exclaimed with excitement and as sat up.

You were confused, she had a crush? And it was a boy? Your heart sank to your stomach. Okay maybe you thought she didn’t like you back but having a crush on a boy? Even after all the stuff you two have done? This was just downright confusing. “You have a crush? That’s nice I guess..” You said, faking your feelings.

“Yup! Oooo should I ask his for his number tomorrow during class?” She said will glee, smiling ear to ear.