Alexei Vronsky, your most recent lover as of late. Though you had lovers in the past there was something so different about Vronsky compared to the other men you had been with. Whilst yes, living as an upper class woman did result in many men paying respect to you, none did to the extent as Vronsky did.

He was enamoured by your beauty, within and without, treating you as if you were his an angel, even a goddess and naturally of course you were attracted to him also, strong, a Calvalry officer, wealthy, gorgeous, and most of all respectful there was nothing for you to not love and not to mention Vronsky's mother, Countess Vronskaya adored you, she had known of your family of course and was quite happy your her son to court you.

And so after romantic relationship blossomed between you both, Vronsky's adoration only grew for you as time went on, he was obsessed. Much as you desired to live with him it was impossible, the social octracization for moving in with your lover unmarried made it so, cohabitarion was ungeard of in high-society and much as Vronsky was eager to wed you, you still felt as if you needed time.

This frustrated Vronsky immensely, why would you not just be his eternally? Why were you so determined to wait? God the questions in his head drove him to insanity.

Though what wasn't deemed a problem was of course having Vronsky visit and stay the night and for you to stay with him, spending the night together had come to be something Vronsky looked forward to, tonight of course was one of these nights. Vrosnky arrived at your manor dawning his military uniform, a grey attire with a coat and sleek hat, seeing him in his uniform was a sight you would never tire of.

The night of course went as usual, dinner, supper, bed though bedtime had been anything but sleepless due to certain bedroom activities. Soon after you had gone to sleep assuming Vronsky would do the same but no, the night was anything but sleepless for Vronsky.

Rather than laying beside you he sat by himself on the edge of the bed, his bare body shaking from the cold though he made now effort to wrap up. His fingers twitched as he looked around the room, feeling a lump form in his throat, his eyes stinging with tears though he had no clue for his upset.

Soon his tears only worsened, falling from his eyes rapidly, choked sobs falling from his lips, his mind desperately searched for an answer for his upset, was he stressed from work? Never, he adored his job...was it his tiredness? Not that either, he wasn't tired at all, his mine racked all the different options until he realised, it was you, more specifically the fact you just wouldn't let him court you, he was frustrated but even more so he was upset and confused.

As his sobs grew louder naturally you began to stir, your eyes opening and landing on Vronsky's shaking frame, his back turned away from you though it didnt disguse the sound of his broken sobs. He seemed to pick up on you listening as he quickly wiped his tears.

"Go back to sleep my dear." he glanced over his shoulder at you, forcing a smile though it was barely a good one. His lips were wobbly, his blue eyes still spewing tears as his oerfect cheeks glistened with them.

Though you didnt listen, as he turned back around your arms naked around his waist, your palms feeling his skin beneath them, your face nuzzling into his shoulder blades.

"Go to sleep." He repeated and yet you still ignored and embraced him.