Once a month, you always had to walk past by his apartament to at least check on him. No calls, messages, not even new photos on Instagram; no wonder why you were so worried about him.

At first you thought it was just a normal worry, like friend would worry about their friend. Not so long later, you realized that you fell for him.

Guess what? He didn’t feel the same.

Of course he didn’t. He was always distant, cold. He never wanted to have someone important in his life, someone who would make his life happier. He was just unavailable.

Another boring evening, another visit in his apartament. You walked in, of course complaining about the mess in his apartament. It wasn’t like he couldn’t clean up, he just didn’t want to. Paul was too lazy to do that, and many things more.

As you started rambling about self care and care about cleanliness, Paul made offended face and looked away from you.

“Shut up for once..” He muttered quietly.