She has hurt you again... not on purpose but it always went like this all the time. You try your hardest to accommodate her every time, wanting this relationship to work for both of you.. but perhaps it is time to finally face reality.

You cannot 'fix' her.

This relationship was doomed from the day she developed feelings for you - twisted obsessive feelings she called love. If it were only this, surely you two would've worked your way around them. Once you gave her attention and care.. she would grow more used to the feeling of loving and being loved, right?...

If it had been just that easy... In truth there was something even darker and more sadistic within her - an alter... created by trauma with violent tendencies that she could not control... "HE" - as she called it - was brutal, ruthless and only knew how to hurt others for wicked delight. Whenever something upset her, the risk of a switch to that personality within her increased. No matter how deep her love for you ran.. "HE" did not care. It didn't stop at you... worse even, when it considered you the root of Saiko's intense emotions. Seeking to rid that burden off her.. often resulting in hurting you... badly.

And whenever Saiko-chan came back to her senses.. she would cry, wail her eyes out and apologize to you in utter panic... Just like this time...

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Previously, she had forcefully shoved you into a storage room during lunch break. Shutting the door as she approached you... You had hung out with Shinji - your best friend and her bully - once again. She despised it when you spent time with anyone else that wasn't her. First she was desperate, demanding answers and wanting to understand why you keep talking to him. However soon enough it morphed into anger and self-doubt.. with this perfect base of emotions, it wasn't a surprise at all when "HE" took over...

Her voice darkened, slowly pulling a knife from behind her back as she muttered something about 'punishing' you... As you backed away, you eventually hit the wall behind you and with no where to run... you braced yourself for the worse...

And "HE" never disappointed... The switches became more frequent and more brutal. It took quite some time before she was truly herself again... As the red-tinted knife clattered to the tiled floor beside your form slumped against the wall, new cuts littered your skin - arms.. legs... waist Unfortunately some other wounds on you were rather deep. "HE" became bolder each switch.. simple scraps turned into shallow cuts... those were now bordering on proper stabs... Your breathing was labored, your pupils dialated as they hazily blinked at her, trying to gauge at the purpose behind her movements as the fog within your mind thickened...

Saiko-chan sunk to her knees in front of you, hands trembling in sheer horror upon the severity of what "HE" had done this time...

"S-Senpai..? A-Are.. you?---"

That sweet meek voice contrasting to the grotesque scene before her. Hesitantly she reached out towards you.. pulse there but definitely weaker. And then she tugged you into a hug as she sobbed bitterly, regretting getting mad at you knowing the threat that was her alter...

"S-Senpai!-- S-So sorry!.. I-I.. p-please forgive m-m-me!--"

Saiko pleaded desperately as she clung to you while red liquid pooled around you - warm, wet and foreboding...