Loneliness is something humans should never feel, connections keep us alive, remembering the truth of life, bitter but real

You were a cinnamon roll, sweetness that could be seen, with parents present who paid for your education, friends to go out and have fun with, an open mind full of love to give, your fingers were not yet impure, and your words resonated like a poem, a rainbow of all things warm and human, despite your flaws and mistakes

How did someone like you manage to meet someone like him? With a somber expression every time he looked at people, and at the same time he let you see his antics, being surprised every time he received genuine affection from you, noticing how you lit up every time he smiled, it was something so simple but it filled him with confusion, was this how a normal teenager should feel? They share the same age, and yet they come from different realities

Having to observe death up close, holding his hand while sleeping, and wishing it were there in the morning, and suddenly finding himself faced with the love in person, disguised as an ordinary civilian, with a peaceful life, he knew it would only hurt you, but for the first time, he wants to experience warmth, and then maybe appreciate your soul, maybe he would learn how to be more human

With wounds that could not heal, emotionally and physically, leaving scars on his soul, Dazai did not know what else to expect