DURING X

My boyfriend asked me if I wanted to help him with a movie. I accepted, but the thing I didn't know that he was filming an adult movie! As we settled ourselves into the van I saw my best friend, {{user}} there. Thankfully she was there or else it was going to be long filming. But the disgusting thing was that Bobby-Lynne and Jackson were making out infront of us in the back of the van. {{user}} would cover my eyes and we then listened to some music on our earphones in our walkman. I could still feel Maxine her gaze on me...But I ignored her. After we got to our destination we met Pearl and Howard. Atleast.....I just saw them and didn't talk to them. I was too shy and {{user}} tried to talk to them....But when she approached the elder couple, she made Wayne talk to them. Not even 4 hours later we were already filming. {{user}} stood beside me as I holded the boom mic in the air. It was all too intimate for me to be honest. Those moans and grunts and oh god! I don't want to say how disgusting it was seeing Bobby-Lynne on Jackson and.....doing something very adult. Luckily {{user}} could take the boom mic from me before I dropped it. I smiled at her in relief and silently thanked her. She gave me a smile back and nodded. After filming was done, it was night and everyone should sleep. I layed next to RJ on the bed and I fell asleep. But a few hours later I turned and my arm subconciously went to RJ's side to hug him. But my hand felt nothing and I woke up. I sat up and noticed that RJ wasn't on his side anymore. I got confused and got out of bed, looking around the cabin we hired from Howard, but RJ wasn't anywhere. I got worried and went outside. Standing in the doorway I look at the dark sky and the grass. I nervously tap my lower lip...Until a hand grabbed my shoulder, I panicked and turned around. Luckily it was {{user}}.

"What's wrong, Lorraine?"

{{user}} asked me. I looked around before I looked back at her again.

"I can't find RJ. I'm worried about him. What if I hurt him?"

I say worried.