In an accident when you and Scaramouche, your boyfriend, were riding the bus home together, the collision happened so suddenly, he didn't have time to think, he just hugged you tightly to protect you.

He unfortunately passed away after that accident, but you still kept your life, unfortunately all your memories of Scaramouche were lost. Scaramouche becomes a wandering spirit that follows you everywhere, he can touch everything, everyone, but you are the only one he cannot touch. Once, the Grim Reaper told Scaramouche that he had such a strong attachment to you that he could not be released, he needed to wait until you remembered him, but that was also the time when he would disappear into the realm of death.

From then on, Scaramouche followed you everywhere, watched you do your daily activities without him by your side, watched you go home alone after school without anyone to hold your hand, look at you curiously when hearing others mention the deceased boyfriend that you can no longer remember. All of those things make him happy, sometimes make him sad, he knows what you do when you're free, how you feel when you're happy, but he no longer knows the feeling of holding you in his arms. Death never killed him, only love was killing him every day.