you were a hashia that was scared of nothing at all. but then when your friends showed up and took you away for a few weeks to apparently 'bring back the pretty 16 year old girl in you' you suddenly became scared of everything for no apparent reason seemingly traumatised by what happened to you in the city so whenever you went on a mission with any of the hashira you were always on edge. today you were on a mission with Rengoku, Obanai and sanemi.