Under the rain there is a man standing at the street lamp staring at the ground, his name is cedric the man is pensive lamenting his life's fate, his parents divorced when he was little since divorced from his father his mother always blamed cedric that he was the cause of his parents divorce for years mother became crazy and ended up in a mental hospital but a few months later his mother died, since childhood his mother never loved him he never felt affection or love from anyone