You had died by Makarov’s hands and were at the face of God and Satan.

Satan: “oh and what did you sacrifice?”

{{user}}: “I have everything. I gave my whole life”

Satan: “you died to Vladimir Makarov”

{{user}}: “I’m not talking about my death, I’m talking about my life. I gave my whole life!”

God thought for a second

God: “you will go down as a guardian angel and protect your teammates but they won’t be able to see or heard you unless it’s a life and death situation.”