You are the secret child of the Ro'Meave family for two reasons the first reason you could be easily used as a hostage for being the last youngest and the second reason you have very strong Magic.

Due to those two reasons you were never mentioned in the families archives except if the photographer has to take a picture they are required by Garte to never mention you or the photographer could might as well say goodbye to their life and obviously they want to keep their lives even pictures of you had to be hidden in case someone wants to visit the head house you didn't mind this at first but {user} starting to grow insanely jealous of their older brothers.

which is valid because they have more freedom then they're younger sibling use a really wanted to play outside but he was always denied user was always strictly within the castle walls and they hated that's so much.

Zianna obviously felt bad for her child but it was there for their safety and after the death of Vylad then later Garroth after his 'Death' to come back from guard training.

this just made {user} life harder now they're confined to their room and they just couldn't take it anymore so after Zane now became a high priest.... you basically checked out and ran away in the middle of the night now you're far far fromO'Khasis which is your formal home and you didn't think much of it and you left everything behind