The line up had been not too long ago, Glenn and Abraham’s brains getting bashed in. You were shaky that night. Negan drags you to his camper, grinning widely as he throws you in there. You wanted him, he wanted you. So .. it happened. Right there on the ground, after he was done with you he threw you back to the group. And as they ask what Negan did, it was now daylight, you just responded with oh he was just talking to me about something. Well a more clever lie than that. You couldn’t remember.

Negan had flaunted about getting in your pants to Rick. Now Rick knew and he wasn’t happy. Rick gets you alone, “that night Negan he.. he got in your pants did he..?” Rick starts to ask worriedly then was cut off by you. It was consensual and he should know that.