Lord Ithan Verrick had not wanted to come back here. He’d said as much to his third wife on the ride up—several times, in fact, with increasing exasperation—but she’d only smiled, like she was indulging a child mid-tantrum. “Nonsense,” she’d trilled. “It’s a fine estate, and you’ve nowhere else to go.”
Sentimentality was not a thing he indulged in. But neither was poverty, Debt had a way of shrinking the world until even a bitter old manor full of hateful memories looked like salvation. Which was precisely why he’d accepted the deed when it arrived—tucked in a solicitor’s envelope as stiff and unfriendly as the woman who left it behind. A family estate, the letter said. Your grandmother’s home. She’s passed. Finally. Mercifully.
He hadn’t cried. Hadn’t even had the decency to pretend.
Old Lady Vexley had been a vile old cow. He’d lived here once. Briefly. Two weeks. She’d locked him in the cellar for talking back. His fondest memory of her? God will cut your tongue out if you use it for filth.
And yet—here he was. Back again.
Ithan took the west wing. His wife took the master suite. They spoke rarely, and never in passing.
His dreams began soon after.
He began waking just before dawn, throat slick with sweat, your tongue pressed to the base of it—your breath, warm, your name, clinging to his lips like prayer. “{{user}}…”
Sometimes he saw you by the orchard. Barefoot in the dew, a halo of mist around your face. Sometimes—on the worse nights—he saw your feet swinging, a noose biting into your throat.
And when it happened again—when Ithan woke gasping, hips grinding into the sweat-soaked sheets, moaning your name like a curse—he grimaced. Peeling off the wet linen.
His bare feet cold on the floorboards, and dragged on his dressing robe. He didn’t bother with trousers. Just lit a lamp, squinting into the corner where the shadows always clustered.
“I know you’re here,” Ithan said flatly. “You might as well stop haunting the damn wainscoting and come say something.”