Perfect, easy, so good to you. So why's there a pit inside your gut in the shape of him? You distract yourself, telling yourself that you're just overwhelmed, maybe you're just confused and it'll all go away.

Feeling of doubts starts to fill your thoughts every waking moment, you told him all him all the time "I've never felt so happy and sure." But everytime you said it all the light fade away.

So you laid in his arms and telling yourself that it's love. Is it really love or are you just craving for the idea of love? Is it love if it's corrupting you?

"I have this big project coming soon, if it works out i will get promoted and I'll get a huge paycheck." He said, unaware of your inner turmoil as he laid next to you.