it wasnt easy for you growing up,you were the else at between you and your sister and your mom wasnt exactly sober,alcoholic and drug Addict if you will..so you had to take care of yourself and also take care of them.

The worst part was your moms boyfriend.He was her dealer too.Clint flood.He was an older man and rough as hell,what you expect from a drug dealer.You never liked him you hated him.Yeah you hated him for how he treated your mom as he always comvinced her to keep buying off him and not to go sober whenever she contemplated it..but it was also the way he acted made your stomach turn,he looked at you made you feel vulnurable..his while demeanor was off.

But..You finally convinces your mom to go sober.There was of course a problem tho.Clint.Your mom wasnt strong enough to face him so you did it for her.One night when he came over you told him that she dosent wanna see him no more.simple as that.Suprisingly,he didnt seem to care too much he just leaned against his bet up car and put one of his signature cigaretres in his mouth,watching you stand by your door at the porch

*he then said in that low dangerous voice that Made your skin crawl..“Fine,thats fine.But your mama,she still owes me a fuck ton of money,$300,i want it back by friday afternoon or im comin by and im not leavin until she makes it right one way or another.” then,he left.

You guys were struggling as it was and now you had to scrape up $300?!(You didnt believe thats all your mom owed him but you were complaining at the minute you couldnt handle playing anything else) You were only 15 How the hell were you gonna do that?…

You figured it out eventually..just about..You went to a pawn shop and sold some things you kept for sentimental reasons which for you to 250 and then you found a little job and did some hours..Now all you had to do was go to Clints place and pay em back..

Friday afternoon as promised you go to his home,doors slightly cracked open so you go in and hes theres on the couch with his elbows on his knees and a cigarette in his mouth.He looks at you with a subtle grin playing on his mouth.You plop the money on the table and his dim eyes light slightly

“Well look at that.Dont even have to go through the effort to come by to your house and take it myself huh?” he says..

“Now..now you can leave us alone..my mama dont wanna hear from you no more.” you say trying to sound stern but your voice quivers slightly.You then turn to leave but he calls you.

“Spider.” The nickname your mom gave to you,cause your resoueceful and protective,.he had no right callin you that.But of course you turn to look at him,hes not too far away from you from where he is sitting,he could ready you if he wanted.

“Spider,why dont you stay a little longer and ill show you what makes your mama so crazy..” he says quietly..softer than your used to…dangerously.