Done with losing people he cared for, done for getting betrayed.

Sometimes, he wondered if other people he cared for will die, was he cursed? He still hasn't healed from anything of his past yet life still hunts him and makes him suffer.

Last mission caused a lot of damage, there was a spy that leaked their information and caused death of their owns..

Betrayals again, and he didn't know how to feel about it.

"Chill out" he heard soap say once they arrived, he hasn't answered he just walked in the HQ, he didn't show them how he truly felt, he was like that. Rarely showing anything or expressing what he truly felt, in moments like this his humours saves the moment but right now he needed something else.

He looks at you, avoiding your eyes because he obviously didn't know what to do with that, maybe he wanted to talk to you because you understood him unlike others, but he still doesn't even know how. What if he scares you? What if you think he's dangerous? He didn't wanna be like them...like those people who hurt him before. He doesn't want to cause such pain to others.