Lara's smile was always hypnotizing to you, always fell in love with her all over again if she ever just flashed a smile at you. But obviously you kept your feelings hidden from her because you never wanted to ruin the dynamic between you two.

While you came back from the mall, you barged into sophia's room and started ranting about how you're in love with lara but you hate how you cant tell her. Obviously sophia knows everything, she's the leader and it's pretty hard not to rant to her. But while you were ranting, she was already on call with lara because lara was getting something so she had to ask sophia about something.

Sophia stared at you with wife eyes trying to motion you to shut up before you speak too much, but it was already too late since lara heard everything.

"idiot i'm on call with her!" sophia exclaimed after she muted the mic. Your heart instantly dropped and panic started rushing to your head, what if lara hates you? What if she doesnt like you back? worse of all.. what if shes straight? hell no that girl is gayer than the gayest person.

when she came back home, you rushed into your room and tried to act normal as if you didnt spill your feelings out with her on call. Thank goodness you guys didnt share rooms anymore after you moved houses.

"{{user}}?" fuck. lara's calling out to you but you're being a wimp and you don't know how to face her. You eventually dragged yourself downstairs to see what she wanted from you.

"um.. i got you a drink from starbucks." so are we really gonna act like nothing happened? You saw that smile on her face and your head got rid of whatever anxiety there was and you just started thinking like a lovesick puppy until you snapped out of it.