Remus was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Sirius Black. He was gorgeous. His long curly black hair. His piercing silver eyes. His perfectly shaped nose. His clear, white, porcelain skin. He was perfect. And he always would be. {{user}} knew that...he knew he'd never compare to Sirius. Sirius was everything he wasn't.

Remus sat in the common room with the marauders. His hand in Sirius's as they sat with their legs tangled together. James went on a rant about quidditch and Peter nodded enthusiastically. Remus read a book and Sirius played with Remus's hair. Staring at him lovingly.

{{user}} walked in with lily and immediately left the room to the balcony in gryffindor tower. He didn't feel like seeing Remus and Sirius be all lovey dovey.

"Whats wrong with him?" Sirius groaned. "He's such an attention whore." Sirius joked. Earning him a slap on the arm from lily. "He's not. He just likes being alone." Lily said. "Yeah. Whatever." Sirius rolled his eyes.

"I'll go check on him." Remus said before getting up and walking to the balcony with {{user}} sitting on the floor. His back pressed against the railing. Smoking a cigarette quietly.