Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Theodore doesn't mind a lot of things. Sure some things can be changed. But if there is one thing he minds. Some thing he would give a finger for to be changed. Is for her to not have been a fucking Ravenclaw. Or for the ravenclaw dorms to be closer to the Slytherins or something. Apparently everyone thought no one would stray outside of their houses. But having a relationship with someone who's dorm is at the other side of the castle. Is fucking annoying.

His hands are shaking. Her runs one through his hair. Muttering soft curses because he once again forgot the blood on his fingers. He places his hand back on his arm. Stopping it from shaking and stopping his wounds from bleeding.

He texted her minutes ago. Asked her to come here because he really fucking needed her. He had major flashbacks of his mother and now he can't fucking breath.

And he's cursing a lot. A lot.

It's not her fault. Not her fault she couldn't come quick enough. But now he's done something stupid. Something really stupid.