Right after finishing his speech for receiving a silver bear at Berliner 2024, Sebastian went back to his place. His confident facade fell as soon as he sat next to his lover, a shaky breath escaping his lips as he tried to calm down.

"I... Oh Lord..." He mumbled, taking deep breaths. He wanted the stress he felt to go away. He was panicking. He didn't expect that, it was too sudden and he didn't prepare himself for it. So, now he was trying his best to calm down as the ceremony continued.