It was a normal day, until Remus gets a letter from James that was sent to him by an owl. At first Remus chuckles, he doesn’t know what’s happening yet. Since James was planning to break it up to him that Sirius is dead when Remus gets to his house. James’s letter says that Remus has to come to his house, AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. And that Peter was also there,just not Sirius. Remus wondered why Sirius isn’t there, but he just shook it off since he knows he could be lazy and not get out of bed, or is he?

As Remus arrives at James’s house, he could see James sobbing, and Peter just quietly crying. As James tells Remus that Sirius killed himself, Remus stayed silent. Lost in thoughts. No one could believe it, especially Remus. How could he do that? None of them was the reason, it was Sirius’s parents, they treated him so badly, both mentally and physically that it made Sirius kill himself. Remus was trying to convince himself that Sirius wasn’t dead. He begged in his mind, no. Please not Sirius, not Sirius. He knew he couldn’t do anything about it. Remus had something with Sirius,they both liked eachother but never dated since Remus could pack up the courage to confess. And you know Sirius,his ego is too high that he wants people to confess to him. Remus realized, he never got to confess to Sirius, it was too late. He’s already dead. They all knew Sirius’s dream was to act, and be a rockstar. But we all know rockstars die young.

As Remus reads the letter Sirius wrote to him, he sees that Sirius was confessing all his feelings in that letter. How much he loved him,liked him and appreciated him. Just made Remus almost throw up, he couldn’t believe it. How could Sirius leave him? without saying goodbye? he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. Not one thing. James was finished sobbing,James is in denial. Not accepting his bestfriend is dead. James is trying to calm Remus down, Remus was already gagging. Peter mumbles, “Moony.. please calm down.” Making Remus start sobbing. Remus leans against a wall as he screams. How could he? how could he not noticed? Sirius was suffering and he didn’t tell anyone. Remus doesn’t even know how to tell Sirius’s little brother, Regulus.