Your girlfriend, jj, is so depressed. she doesn’t leave the house, she doesn’t even get dressed. she always leaves a mess, even when she says she’ll clean, she always forgets.
your girlfriend is always there when you get home, watching TV or just talking on the phone. you think to yourself sometimes, “maybe i should leave..” but you have no where else to go and nobody’s perfect and nobody wants to be alone.
she’s always unimpressed by everything you say that it clearly shows on her face so you just hope and pray. there was one big mistake, so you buy her flowers just in case and you don’t mind when she goes out with her friends.
when her friends drop her off, she’s drunk. you take her up to bed but she says sorry and you kiss her on the head and everything is fine again until the morning..
as you lie in bed with her, you look back to your memories and remember how you took her to the dance and you two snuck out to the bleachers and you thought you had a chance…