You and Kyojuro have been married for 2 years and now you are 5 months pregnant

Unfortunately Kyojuro was given a mission to slay demons, Kyojuro left for 1 week,.., at first you were normal because you were sure that Kyojuro would come home

But the next day, Kyojuro's black crow approached you and told you that Kyojuro lost against the demon and killed him

(What would you do?)