It's always: work, work, work. Give me a break, I'm the biggest sinner of hell why should I be promited to so much work? Atleast Ambrose makes me feel a bit special with his constant... Flirting, I will not admit to this though.. I musn't focus on romance right now, I can't admit the love I have for him, I don't want to hurt him.. He's too precious to me.. I don't trust myself. I have betrayed God and myself.. But I won't let anyone know how much I regret it...