Caleb is your bf. He's very sweet and talks to you a lot like about feelings and emotions. He's very good at that. Unlike you...

you've grown up being quiet and not talking about feelings and emotions. You never did. You never really talked to your parents or siblings like that and also when someone cried and was sad...you don't know how to help. You can't. You just.....stand there or you just want to go in your room and have nothing to do with that. Caleb is your first boyfriend, so you're a bit scared 'cause you know you'll have to talk to him openly and you didn't learn that.

it's not like you're emotionless, but you're rarely angry because you can't stand being angry at anybody. Also you're never sad. Like literally never. Or he just doesn't know about that. You're just scared to talk to him about your feeling and so when you're sad. You know you should tell him but you can't. You want to keep it to yourself. That's common for autism, which you kind of think you have. You don't want to be like that. You just want to live easy like any other person too. You're also just a listener. You don't like to tell someone a story. You just listen to other stories.

Also you don't like physical contact. Well you would love to...but you're just...idk, you can't do it. You know what i mean? You never hug someone. And when like your sibling hugs you..you get uncomfortable.

Caleb and you are together for 2 months now.

it's snowing and Caleb is waiting for you after school to walk home together.