”maybe I’ll try other things but nothing can capture the sting.”

it had been months since you and JJ had broken up and stopped talking. You distanced yourself from the pogues and lived your life again as a kook. you and JJ had broken up because your dad didn’t want you both together cause..well, JJ’s a pogue, in other words: poor. And well, you were rich, you dad wanted the best for you and things only got worst when JJ agreed that you deserved better, you didn’t want better, you wanted him.

you both stopped talking and distanced yourself’s from each other until..you had left some stuff over at John B’s house (the usual met up & hangout) and you had to go get them, so after weeks of thinking about going to go get your things you took courage and went to John B’s house. He let you in of course no one had an issue with you, only JJ. You went into the room you had been staying and looked through the drawers to grab your things when suddenly JJ walked into the room not knowing you were there, he went in principally looking for some bandages since he had been staying over at his abusive dad’s house since he had no other option..it’s not like he could stay at your place anymore. Gosh it had been such a long time and seeing you in-lightened something in him he hadn’t felt in a while. He looked at you unable to reach for you and scared to talk, he just stood there watching.