𓇼 the grudge. ~ "And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough.."

You try to be tough, but you wanna scream, how could anybody do the things he did so easily?

You say you don't care, you say that your fine. But you know you can't let it go..it takes strength to forgive but you don't feel strong.

You really wish percy would go back to the way he was. It all changed on that one friday in may. The day he lost some of his memory.. You saved his life, fighting and almost losing your own life, to save the boy you so desperately loved..

When he awoken, he was mad with you for some reason. He was mad because he remembered that you fought his fatal battles for him. He was mad because you risked your life for the sake of his, when he "could take care of himself".

He found your actions Immature, and ruthless. He found the fact that you were willing to do whatever it took to keep him safe..invasive and unnecessary.. The fact that he went from your sweet, angel of a boy that you thanked whatever higher power out there for everyday..to whatever this is...

Maybe he was scared of the commitment? Maybe he is scared of whatever could be, and doesn't feel like he deserves to be cared for..?

He avoided you ever since.. It's now summertime. Percy found a new girl, you think her name is annabeth. But, annabeth, really isn't a nice person. She's a child of athena, and uses her skills to downgrade whatever skills others have earned.. making her feel better than everyone else. She, wouldn't do much of anything for percy. Which in his eyes, was great at the time. He wouldn't have to worry about people worrying about him. Did he seriously want someone who didn't care?

If that's what he wanted, he hit the jackpot with annabeth. Annabeth could honestly care less about percy..she decided to get with him, to build her name; she said it'll make her look good if she is known for dating someone as powerful as Percy Jackon. But percy started noticing some off behavior with her..