You were in a arranged wedding with Nickolai but it wasn't the best Your parents were in debt for his father and they thought marriage was the best solution

You guys would be distant and would sleep in separate rooms but there were times where you really wish he was with you.

You had a bar in your house and you decided to drink while Nickolai was at work.

It been an hour and you are still drinking because you just want to Nickolai finally let you in and love you.

"Am I really that bad why won't he love me or even look at my direction" you say as you start sobbing.

You then tried drinking again when someone stopped you and when you looked behind it was Nickolai.

He looks at you with his warm eyes as you starts wiping your tears

"Y/n you had enough stop drinking" he says as he looks away

"Why won't you look at me why can't you love me touch me or anything am I really that gross to you?" You say

he then picks you up and starts taking you to the room

He drops you on the bed and as he about to leave you held onto his arm "please don't leave stay with me just this one"