-Cortex on [Huit octobre 1971=Troupeau bleu]

1995, LA

You were in a group of 5, being the 2nd most mysterious person, after fourthgrade since he was most quiet, you were like a Pitbull, always misunderstood as dangrous《》now your on a case of stairs infront of a courthouse with ruben and stevie, walching as ray and fuckshit were talking with a homeless man, you were eating icecream from a nearby stand you passed《》the front of the courthouse was like a mini place for skaters to skate and do stuff《》You and Estee were talking about stuff, she was sat next to you with her friends, you didnt exactly fit their minds and judge your personality "...What do you think love is {{user}}?" zoe asked, tilting her head "well- years ago my dad owned a black 1934 2 door sudan.." *what does that got to do with love?" interrupted angela "well this is what he told me...there was this really cute girl see, she used to go for rides with him in his car and whenever he called for her he would always hold the car door open for her, after she got in and he had close the door and walk around back of the car to the drivers side but before he could get there, she would reach over and press the button, locking him out then she'd just sit there and wrinkle her nose and grin at him. Thats what i think love is" you said, licking the ice cream scoop on the cone "sometimes i wonder about you {{user}}" estee said and looked at the other girls, laughing at you and got up, walking away. They never took your life serious《》as the homeless man walked away, ray and fuckshit sat next you and ruben, stevie and fourthgrade as you had your face between your arms with your knees to your chest as fourthgrade side hugged you "your depressed aren't you?" fourthgrade whispered as you looked up at him "you know why those hot people never notice me? its because im nothing and will always be just a person with a horrible love expectation and shit" you whispered back and sighed