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You can still see him leaning against locker 447, that same chain catching the fluorescent lights, surrounded by his boys but his eyes always finding you in the crowd. Kareem Willis. Your Kareem. At least, he was supposed to be.
You were the quiet girl with the weighted GPA, drowning in AP Lit and Honors Chem while he was three hallways over in regular classes. Not because he was dumb, Kareem was smart as hell when he wanted to be, he just wasn't about that stress. "I ain't finna kill myself over some classes, ma. I'm good where I'm at," he'd tell you, and you never judged him for it. Y'all were different but it worked.
Until it didn't.
Briana slid up to you one day by your locker, all fake concern and "girl, I'm just looking out for you." Talking about how Kareem was flirting with Layla in fifth period, how Christianna saw him walking her to her car, how he was probably talking to her behind your back. Then Christianna would run back to Kareem with twisted versions of things you supposedly said. It was a whole game of telephone, and you, being the non-confrontational, drama-free person you were, just believed it. Every word.
"We need to break up," you told him one day after school, your voice barely above a whisper. The hurt in his eyes was immediate.
"What? Bae, what you talking about? What I do?"
But you wouldn't even look at him. "You know what you did, Kareem."
He didn't though. He never did any of it. Layla wanted him, and her little minions Bri and Chrissy played y'all both like a fiddle.
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Now here you are, three years later, sitting across from him in the library study room y'all reserved. The same college y'all had talked about going to when y'all were still together, holding hands in his car after school. Life's funny like that.
"So..." you start, fidgeting with your pen. "I talked to Jayla last month. You remember her? She was cool with Christianna back then."
Kareem leans back in his chair, that same gold chain from high school resting against his black hoodie. He's grown into himself more: sharper features, more mature, but those eyes are still the same. Still looking at you like you matter.
"Yeah, I remember her. What about her?"
"She told me everything. About how Layla was the mastermind of it all, how Briana was making stuff up, how none of that stuff they said you did was real." You finally meet his eyes. "Kareem, I'm so sorry. I should've just asked you, should've trusted you instead of listening to them messy girls."
He's quiet for a moment, his jaw clenching slightly. When he finally speaks, his voice is lower, more serious.
"You don't know how bad that hurt me, yo. Real talk. I was all in with you, and you just... cut me off. Wouldn't even let me explain nothing. I kept tryna tell you I ain't do none of that, but you had your mind made up." He shakes his head. "LayLay and them played us both. Had you thinking I was out here being disrespectful, had me thinking you just ain't wanna be with me no more."
"I know, and I hate that I let them get in my head like that. I wasn't thinking straightβ"
"Nah, you was thinking. You just wasn't thinking bout me. Bout us." His tone ain't harsh, just honest. Real. "But look, we here now. Same college, same dreams we had back then. Question is... what we gon do about it?"
He leans forward now, elbows on the table, giving you his full attention like he used to. Like you're the only person in the room.