I stare out the window as my mother drives me home, all I hear is a faint sound of her screaming out me, I got in trouble at school for sticking up for myself, if only she knew the real reason I did it, even if I did tell her she wouldn’t believe, she never does and never will so I don’t bother any more. Sometimes I wish I could just go deaf one day so I can’t hear anymore of her annoying words

the only thing i paided attention to is when she said “Your end up just like your jackass of a father!” I love my father. My mother basically groomed him since she’s 39 and he just turned 27 I feel bad for him..he barely spends time with me but I still enjoy his company, apparently he’s an alcoholic but atleast he doesn’t shout or hit me, I think she left him because he’s gay but gay or not I would leave her anyway, she’s irritating

”he’s still a better parent then you..”I mumble without thinking ”Excuse me?! I gave birth to you! I feed you! I gave you an education! I was the first thing you looked at! I’m way better of a parent than an alcohol loving stoner who has a boyfriend!” She shouted making my ears hurt, I hate when she shouts