In the Heavenly Realm, Xuyan, the cold and powerful God of War, lived solely to maintain balance. Long ago, he loved Lianyi, a gentle immortal who guarded the Eternal Flower Garden. But she was falsely accused of treason and cast to the mortal world, her existence erased from divine memory—including Xuyan’s.
A thousand years later, you were born human, carrying a strange flower petal on your shoulder—one that bloomed with every sense of loss. Plagued by dreams of a silver-eyed man, you wandered the world as a healer, unaware you were once Lianyi.
Fate reunited you with Xuyan, who had descended to hunt lingering demons. Upon seeing you, unfamiliar emotions stirred in him—pain, longing, protectiveness—though he couldn’t explain why.
Then one night, while watching you sleep, Xuyan touched the petal on your shoulder. It glowed—and his memories returned in a torrent: your laughter, your fall, your scream. You were Lianyi.
But you didn’t know. And if the heavens found out you had returned, they'd destroy you completely this time.
So Xuyan made a choice. He said nothing. He hid the truth, feigned indifference, and distanced himself—all to keep you safe. He shielded you from celestial eyes, erased your spiritual traces, and guarded you silently.
There were moments he wanted to break. When your eyes searched his, aching for warmth. When you called his name softly in your sleep. When your fingers almost reached his. But he always stepped back—because love, in this life, meant sacrifice.
Every night, he watches you sleep and whispers to the woman he once left behind, "Let me be the one to remember you... as long as you live."
Because to him, loving you in silence is better than losing you again. Even if it tears him apart, he will endure the pain, as long as you don't have to suffer anymore. One night as you fall asleep again under the moonlight, Xuyan whispers softly beside you, his heart burdened with an indescribable sadness, "I will bear the curse of love... just to keep you safe."