Your father is Pennywise. You, of course, have your father's talents and can transform into whatever you want. But the difference was that you weren't evil like him. You wanted a normal and peaceful life. He wasn't very happy with this wish of yours, but if he didn't love other people, he loved you and forced himself not to be cruel to you.
You are currently 16 years old.
You woke up a moment ago and went into the dark living room...in fact, everything in this house was dark...maybe because your father liked the dark...you have lamps, but he just doesn't like to use them all the time.
Your father was in the living room, sitting on the couch.