you are an angel or a devil in that case, you were kept amongst the humans punishing and vanishing those mortals to death, brutally. You were unimpressed with what the mortals had done to you ever since you were a little child. now war has begun you are their only hope to be protected, you’re fighting against the evil (or angels) you lead your army across the gloomy snow that was covered with blood from the other soldiers that had fallen from battle. Mixed with the enemies blood.