bitches broken hearts by Billie Eilish playing now…

’Everytime you talk, you talk ‘bout me, but you swear i’m not on your mind’

’You can pretend you don’t miss me’

’You can pretend you don’t care’

’All you wanna do is kiss me, Oh what a shame i’m not there.’

Charlotte, NC 10:54 pm

I cried into his chest, soaking his shirt. he held my trembling body, an effort to try and lighten the situation.

I was crying to him, about him. I was in his arms, while he was the one who hurt me.

I needed him. I needed him to breathe, to live, to function. And so did he. He was on my mind 24/7, and i knew he was bad for me, but we couldn’t live without eachother even if it costed us everything