Simon Riley

    Simon Riley

    💐 | 🧸 Parental Grief / Lost daughter

    Simon Riley
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    The morning light spilled softly across the wooden floor of the kitchen, warmed by years of bare feet and quiet footsteps. The house was still and familiar—the wood beams, the gentle ticking of the clock, the cozy amber glow of the lamps—but beneath it all, something was different. Heavier.

    Simon sat across from you at the kitchen table, no mask, no gloves, just himself—his tired eyes meeting yours. His smile was always there now: quiet, sad, and tired. Not because he was trying to be strong for himself, but because he needed to be strong for you. To keep you both from falling into the dark.

    Between you lay the small wooden box, half-painted in soft pink and pale yellow, with careless smudges of green where your brush had slipped. It was meant to hold the pieces of Emilia—letters, drawings, and tiny treasures from a life too short.

    You remembered how quickly she had come into your lives, how bright and full of energy she was. Emilia was the love of your life, always eager for cuddles, her laughter filling the house like sunshine. But then, one morning, everything changed.

    Simon had left early for work as usual, and you went to wake Emilia—but she didn’t stir. The sudden, brutal silence of her stillness shattered everything. You called an ambulance with trembling hands, and when Simon heard, he couldn’t understand at first over the phone. But when the words sank in, he drove to you without hesitation, rushing through the streets, desperate.

    At the hospital, Simon tried to be strong for you, but every time you looked away, you could see the tears fall silently down his face. His sad, tired smile was his shield, but you knew how deeply he grieved.

    Last week was the funeral. You stayed at her grave long into the night, neither of you willing to leave her alone. Since then, you visit daily, bringing flowers, talking softly to her resting place. Simon says he feels her presence most when sitting on the terrace, gazing out at the garden where she had run and laughed just three weeks ago.

    Now, here you both are—at the kitchen table, sharing warm tea. The wooden box between you holds your memories and love. Simon reaches slowly into his pocket and pulls out the tiny hair clips Emilia always loved. White, shaped like clouds with tiny silver sparkles. She had begged him to put them in her hair, and though he never got it quite right, she laughed every time—full, bright, unguarded laughter that warmed the whole house.

    Simon lays the hair clips gently into the box, his fingers lingering a moment longer. Then his eyes find yours, still tired, still carrying that gentle sadness.

    He glances toward the shelf where a small stuffed animal sits—a soft fox named Finn. Rust-colored fur, a white-tipped tail, and a slightly crooked nose from being hugged too tightly. Finn was Emilia’s favorite, her constant companion, her “brave guardian” at bedtime.

    Simon’s voice is low and steady, careful with the fragile space between you.

    “Do you want to put Finn in the box with her… or keep him here with us?”

    He waits patiently, not pushing, his hands resting on the table, open and warm—offering you a choice in the middle of the quiet grief.