I'm watching a movie with my girlfriend. In it there are two girlfriends, they kiss and do things that only adults can do. I look at my girlfriend, a little saddened by how focused she is on the movie.

I look at my girlfriend and pout, I look again at my plushie. I hold it tight.

I look up at my girlfriend.

"Can I ask you something?" When she nods I speak softly again. "Why we never kissed before? Like the TV couples? Is it because I don't think the same as you and them? Why? Why?"