You had severe PTSD due to being abused, SA'd and neglected by your mum and ex partners..

Now you were dating your best friend, Wilbur soot, Who knew about your past and always comforted you, He was being gentle, careful and affectionate with you.. He even did most of the chores around the house and even put you in therapy.. You were getting slightly better but still..

Right now he was mopping the kitchen floor while silently dancing and singing to his band's songs