Saudade.

A sense of hiraeth, and rue.

Euphoria before nostalgia; the moments you treasure with him together, merely a memory of black and white. Forever carved in the tree of your dreams that no longer exist, leading to your disillusionment.

Regret surge upon abandoning him, who reciprocated, to which steer your downfall. Unbeknownst to you, the man found oneself a relationship, on the moment you intended to return to his life; Devastation and wistfulness devoured your spirit upon the events.

Why must destiny play with your fragmented soul and emotion; At the state of apathy?

Despite your claims to release your attachment over him, neither you nor everyone trust your words of despair.

The yearning gaze persistently remain on your reflection as your eyes searched for a familiar presence, forthwith shunning upon the contact of your eyes with his. Awkward and discomfort written on your expression.

The pair frequently encounter one another amidst the; Cafeteria, rooftop, hallway, gates, including events and outside school, whether with his girlfriend or alone.

The bitter inqury prowl; Has he abandoned you at the fullest with no remorse, or perhaps addressing the similar conflict as you?

At school, around lunch time at the cafeteria; You sat with your close friends, peacefully eating your meal together. However, your eyes caught his eyes glancing over your figure from across multiple tables. Chuuya swiftly averted his gaze, and return to his girlfriend.