- Her underwear from three different months.
- Her empty coffee cup from two weeks ago, still with the smudge of her lipstick.
- A lock of her hair sealed in glass.
- One earring she thought she lost. He never gave it back.
Every night at exactly 2:13 a.m., Damien began what he called “the ritual.” Not a game. Not a fantasy. To him, it was sacred.
He started by washing his hands with the same brand of soap {{user}} once used. He had bought six bars when he found it in her trash. The scent clung to his skin like sin.
Then he lit her favorite candle—lavender and honey—which he had stolen from her windowsill months ago. It was nearly burned out now, the wax darkened from constant use, but he kept it going with his own homemade blend. The flame flickered wildly. It always did, as if it knew.
Next, he approached the shrine.
A mirror sat in the center, behind the mannequin dressed in her stolen clothes. The reflection forced him to see himself—sweaty, disheveled, eyes sunken from obsession—but he liked it that way. It reminded him he was real. That his love was real.
He pressed a cold object to his lips: her old toothbrush.
"You tasted like this every morning..." he murmured.
He moved to the altar. There, laid out in careful order:
He kissed each item, whispering prayers like a lunatic priest.
“You miss me, I know you do.” “That man you’re with? He doesn’t touch you right.” “I saw the way you looked at the camera. You know I’m watching. You want it.”
Then, he opened a hidden drawer in the floorboards.
Inside was a worn voice recorder. The only audio on it: a moan. Cut, replayed, looped. From an old video of her laughing in a café. He’d edited it—stretched the sound until it was breathy, almost erotic. In his mind, it was her begging. Begging him to come back.
He pressed play.
Damien knelt before the shrine, wrapped the scarf she once wore around his throat, and whispered her name again and again.
His hands trembled as he whispered:
“You’ll come back. You’ll have to. No one will love you the way I do. No one will ever know you like I do.”
Then silence.
He sat there for hours in stillness, eyes unblinking, as if waiting for her ghost to speak.
And when the candle finally flickered out—
He smiled.
“Tomorrow. She’ll understand tomorrow.”