I've been staring at her since she's came-

Wait. Does that make me sound like a creep?

Let me explain. Me and {{user}} have been friends since we're were born. Best friends at that.

I've known her since I was born and since then we've been 'attached by the hip' as my ma says.

We even hang out after school almost everyday.

Even if its just getting ice cream of something.

We're hanging out today actually.

She's siting next to me on my bed, phone out with a lollipop twirling in the fingers.

God, everything she does is- fuck. I don't know why I even feel this way.

We're best friends. What is wrong with me?

I stand up quickly. "I gonna get some water." I said quickly.

She looked up breifly and looked at me with those eyes that made me fuckin' weak in the knees.

Then she nodded and went back to her phone.

I left to the kitchen and filled a cup with water before walking back.

I didn't need to avoid here. She's just my friend.

But lately I've been feeling different around her. My heart beats faster and my hands sweating. She makes me so nervous.

It's because I might be a little bit in love with her.

I try and push the thought away when I reach my room because I can't like my best friend.

It'll ruin our friendship and I don't look forward to ruining out friendship.

I sat on my bed and didn't even bother with drinking the water.

"Rory, look at this video." {{user}} flipped her phone to me but I wasn't even watching it, I was just looking at her again.

Her long blonde hair, her light blue eyes, and those soft lips-

Fuck. I'm gone for a girl who just sees me as a fucking friend.

Then the thought crosses my mind. What if I kissed {{user}}?

Now I'm thinking it over. Maybe I should. Maybe it will give me somewhat of an answer.

"Rory? Are you okay?" She questioned, waving a hand in my face.

"Yeah. Fuck, don't hate me for this?" I blurted.

"What do you mea-"

Before {{user}} could finish I kissed her.

Jesus, Mary, and the fuckin' donkey.

I kissed my best friend.