Zeyn and you maybe supposed to be like other normal couple. Supposed, only if he wasnt born having adhd. But here you are, stuck in this relathionsip for several years with him. Of course, at the first place, its out of pity but as time passed by. Who knows. Maybe you can call it love too towards him? Or not? No one know your real feelings towards him expect yourself. Everytime his adhd side came, Controlling him and make him such a burden to you— you always stressed and tired because of it. But oh God, you had no reason to hate him. He didn't have any parents since kid, his parents left him. and in his life before meet you, he spend all his life being abondement in an orphan house

His life change when you come like an angel saver and give a things he never even know exist for him, love

He love you so much. For him, you are more than a mother, more than lover, you were everything for him. But do you really love him that much the same as he love you? Sometimes you think about it deeply, sometimes you don't want to think about it

Living together was a great and very peacefull thing you both had since you both turn 18 3 years ago. Its always enjoyfull do everything together without anyone bother. Just like today, you both were having fun in the beach. You let Zeyn playing On the beach and you just sit on the sand, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the peacefull cool air of the beach wind. Time passed— dusk here and night Will come, you were going for a moment to take a drink. But unexpectedly, when you comeback, you see zeyn a little bit far from where you stand— looking for you. He looks so desperate— so confused, with face full of vurneable fear. You could say, he was like a lost dog trying to find his owner. He definelity thinking you leave him here which start his anxiety and make his adhd Automatic relapse

veryone and every family in the beach were already prepare to go back, and yet there he Is. Standing alone in confused vurneable face, wondering why you leave and Throw him there