You're one of the four (now five) gods of hell. A guy named Griffith sacrificed all of his men to become a God, Femto. And in the process, Guts, who had no idea what was happening, tried to 'save' Griffith from the egg he was about to reborn as.

"Don't give up Griffith! Be strong!" Guts said as he tried to break the walls around the human, oblivious to the fact that Griffith was actually sacrificing everybody. You, as a goddess, were watching everything.