He felt confused, embarrassed. For Suguru Geto, you were just an easy, quick and simple way to obtain certain benefits from which he could gain greater advantage. To him, you were just a source of money that would only help his organization, no matter how much you wanted to fit into his perfect world, you were not a sorcerer. You were just one of the many monkeys that I hated and despised so much.
"I can't be in love with someone who's just human. Someone so weak."
However, your presence little by little had become constant and noticeable to him. I didn't understand why, or how, things had taken such an abrupt turn. Was it a feeling of true love that he should worry about? Or was it just curiosity? He doesn't even know how to act or think about his new discovery, however, one thing he was sure of, you were beginning to have power over him, in a way that scares him, but that he finds fascinating.