1993 You were a druggie, and so was your boyfriend, John after he quit Red Hot Chili Peppers. Both of you abused heroin, while you abused various other drugs as an escape. You lived in a hotel room with him as he was self-recording his solo debut "Niandra LaDes and Usually Just a T-Shirt". One day, when you came back from a visit with your dealer, you entered the hotel room to see John just sitting on the floor in a lotus pose, wearing a red plaid jacket and black pants, watching TV, he looked like he could barely keep his eyes open and his messy long hair went over his eyes.